Sorry for not blogging for so long!!!Been busy as man, gay persiod zeros and exams are coming up. Anyway fell sick yesterday so woke up quite late today..:( Been having many thoughts on my mind still and today I came to a thought,why did I trust him in the first place? Knowing that he has many relationships with other girls, why did I let myself fall for him? Also knowing he's a player...Feel like such a fool...biggest fool on earth, now getting my heartbroken every single day...
What he said to me, feel as though they were all lies...he's always looking for better girls, how can I possibly be the last? Saying I was the best, saying that he would want to marry me...why did I think they were true? Feelings can change and they just become mere rubbish...
"Babo" would be what I would be called in korean, an utter fool.
I guess in god's view, I learnt how to trust, even with such acknowledgement of being with someone who lacks in commitment...
I still feel it was such a waste for things to have ended the way they did...We could've been so much more...haiz...
anyway byies for now
SMILES!
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